Love.

I want to hold you. to kiss you , to have you hold me close to you, while we sit by the lake. We close our eyes and just think about here and now. I want to live with you, forever. I want you to fix up our beautiful old farm , in the middle of nowhere, where the time is still. I just want you. I want you so bad. I want you to love me, to read with me, to dance with me, to laugh with me, and to make me laugh. I want you to sing to me, as false as you can , but it will still sound absolutely beautiful to me. I want you to be my romantic man, to love me, to keep me safe. I want you to play the piano , so i can listen to the beautiful sound of it. I want you to be the man i’ve always wanted to marry. So i can look back at who i am now, and think, yes, i’ve got it all. I’ve got all the love i wanted when i was 15. I hope to meet you soon, to feel that this is right. that you are right. That you are the one. I don’t know when that moment comes for me, but it will someday. And then i have this to look back to. And we’ll smile at this, and you’ll think i’m silly. But i’m just very ready to fall in love.

absence

i’m sorry for being away for such a long time. I’m just really busy with school !